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So this part of my house, no one's been in it -I built the safe room and I don't let no one in there! Cause if I do, there's a chance that they might disappear and not come back....And I admit I am emotionally scared to let anyone inside so I just leave my doors locked.You might get other doors to open up but this door?? no way cause I don't want you to have the opportunity to hurt me,and I'll be the only person that I can blame when you desert me. I'm barricaded inside so stop watching,I'm not coming to the door so stop knocking, stop knocking!
             I'm trapped here,God keep saying I'm not locked in and so I chose this, lost in my own conscience and I know that shutting the world out ain't solving the problem! But you see I didn't build this house because I thought it would solve 'em, I built it because I thought that it would be safer in there.... But it's not, I'm not the only thing that's living in here, fear came to my house years ago I let 'em in, maybe that's the problem!! Cause I've been dealing with this ever since,I thought that he would leave, but it's obvious mmhm he never did. He must have picked the room, got comfortable and settled in now I'm in the position it's either sit here and let him win or put him back outside where he came from, but I never can cause in order to do that I'd have to open the doors...Is that me or the fear talking? I don't know anymore.

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